Sunday, May 30, 2010

Soultales In Parallel Universes...

The god of surprises did it again. But first, it was not an easy route. Life must really be tough, i thought. I was thinking about the old days. When inhabitants of these islands had to trek through thick forests and endless heights on foot. It felt like moving up was unstoppable. Gee, i thought, when it's easy to go up, it must not be difficult to fall down. Falling, after all, is an art, so they say. That thought was meant to comfort me. And it did. My mind wandered about, while my eyes rolled here and there. You seem to be looking for something, he asked. No, I'm observing, I snapped. I'm trying to look for a jacaranda tree. It's my kind of an uncommon tree. I was trained to be observant in my College days. A scientist, they say, should have a sensitive eye. And a sensing heart, I countered. As a people we love to concoct mixtures, dilute fluids, dream up recipes. It makes of our culture. See, halo-halo, kare-kare, pito-pito, and so on. I love to challenge my self with preparing a delicious blend of science, spirituality, economics, and arts. This is what makes up life. This is what I see around me. Particularly on this zigzag road to Nakar, Quezon. A road symbolic of a new path I am carving...


I never expected this was going to happen. I was invited to a team-building session of my new colleagues. I was extremely grateful, because I know by this gesture that I have been accepted by the group. Wonderful indeed. I prepared myself to savor a long list of structured activities, that should be rigidly followed. I was expecting to meet a Director who would give instructions on assigning people to do this and to do that. A bolt from the blue it was, and all expectations failed. Great. This is what leaves one in utter wonderment. I suppose nobody in the group noticed but I was truly relieved when I learned that there was no schedule and no structure at all. (You know how it feels? When before a class in Calculus your professor says, yes class no quiz today. Whew. I can continue reading my novel while he solves the problems of the world on the chalkboard.) But amazement comes in all shapes, colors, forms, and sizes. You know how it feels when you're new in a group, right? There is just no word in the dictionary for that. There were epiphanies and revelations. Humanity is celebrating in that moment in time. In that piece of space in this Universe nine human beings danced, sang, cooked, moved their beings to the extreme. It was not difficult for me to fit in to this hallowed space. This is Life rejoicing...


The Hut By The Sea was perfect. Rustic is perfection. To taste life at its best, I need to bow, bend, almost kiss the earth to touch its beauty. To savor its sweetness, I yield to Earth's call of madness. In the mundane things that being-ness offers, I receive with gladness. Every little encounter in the three days and two nights by the sea, was pregnant with meaning. Ready to give birth to newness. Nature's generosity was overwhelming...the breaking dawn...sunset beyond the Sierra Madre...sticks and stones...driftwood...toiling fisherfolk...the toad in the room...the lone egret...three hungry dogs...and a friendly cat...bounty from the sea...the fern salad...the starry, starry night (no wonder Van Gogh went mad)...I can go mad...this is madness for longing for wisdom hidden in the simple. For it is in the simple that the god of surprises dwells...



go gently through life...



Monday, May 3, 2010

midlifing in may

now i know, i'm pretty sure,
i am midlifing...
after seven cycles of seven years,
i have reached a point in time
when i believe in me...
that i can utter a pure "no"
to things i cannot do.

the heat of the noontime sun
scorching every bit of skin cell
so symbolic of this noontime
of my life..



the summer, simmering, smoldering sun,
heating up from within
giving, offering, accompanying,
unburdening, encouraging,
drawing, creating, re-creating...



from where shall i heave my strength?
my knees are shaking
my eyes are failing
and yet my body pines, and yearns
for youth...




ahhh...the wisdom i have gleaned
from my colorful past.

oh the life i made from my
gaudy bygone days.

i shall treasure...
for i grow...still and silent
as i await my passing...


Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Remembering the Women of Our Lives...They Who Have Nourished Our Souls



I feel a wonderful rush up my bloodstream. Call it excitement. There are many transitions happening at this time of the year and at this time of my life. In the Northern Hemisphere, the change from winter to spring is anticipated. The fresh, renewed soul of this season brings a revitalized energy after the long hibernating spirit of winter. After a long resting period, nature transforms and unfolds into buds, greens, meristems...




In the Philippines, where the seasons are only the wet and the dry, this time of the year ushers in the summer months - the dry season. The scent of yellow Narra tree blossoms waft through the air, a gentle sign that summer is here. And so is graduation, end-of-the-school year, entrance exams, thesis defenses, mangoes, watermelons, turnips, Acacia tree blossoms, Bougainvilleas’ colorful display, and the most revered "halo-halo" (an ingenoius concoction of crushed ice, sweetened beans, chickpeas, nata de coco, sago, sweetened saba banana, ube jam, milk, sugar, and topped with ube ice-cream!) Yes, I am writing in the month of March. And I feel that a most important event during this month is the celebration of women.




Remembering is so much a part of our lives. We remember each other's birthday. We bring to memory religious festivities and rituals that are so much a part of who we are as family and as a people. We celebrate feasts and honor our saints and holy people. We recall who they were and what they have contributed to our well-being. Remembering philosophers, scientists, artists, doctors, teachers and professionals and their contributions are much a part of our academic pursuits. The Israelites have faithfully reminded one another about "remembering". For it is in remembering the saving power of God that they have preserved their faith. Indeed, in remembering, we hold in our hearts , an eternal joy, the fruit of our life-giving experiences.


( from http://www.olssonkart.dinstudio.se/gallery_1.html)

And so, we celebrate the presence of half of the population of the world. We celebrate the presence of those who, together with men, have given their lives to preserve generations. It began in the U.S., when in the late 1800s, factory women bravely marched the streets to protest low wages and inhuman treatment. Bravery, courage, strength. Today that same bravery, courage, and strength is their legacy to us, their children, women and men as we are. And because gratitude is a memory of the heart, together we remember. Let me share with you, a piece of poetry I wrote for Women’s Month years ago…

A REMEMBERING…


The women who have gone before us, our mother ancestors, who have nourished us through time…

The women who have suffered pain, persecution and death so that we may be able to speak out and make decisions for ourselves…

The women who have carved the path to help us journey on and reach our dreams…

The women who have washed our clothes...

The women who have cooked our meals...

The women who have cleaned our houses...

The women who have designed and woven beautiful fabrics...

The women who have sewn our clothes...

The women who have healed us with their hands, herbs and oils...

The women who were our teachers… those who spent their whole lives forming us into what we have become…

The women in factories…committed to produce the best commodities to nourish us…

The women who have built bridges to mend the gaps in our lives…

The women who took risks in the past, so that women in crisis today may be sheltered and cared for…

The women who spent sleepless nights writing, journaling, thinking so that today, we read their stories of inspiration, encouragement and love…

The women who have invented the little things in life making our lives today much easier…

The women who have nurtured orphaned children, so that each may feel the love of a mother…

The women who have breastfed their children; mothers who have given their bodies to nourish future leaders, artisans, scientists, poets…

The women who sang to their children – mothers whose song and music nourished her child’s soul…

The women who read to their children – mothers whose voices and words nourished her child’s mind…

The women who have fallen and struggled to rise from the pit of desolation…

The women who have strayed away and drifted from the rest of us, because we have condemned them, called them names, labeled them...

The women who have journeyed with us through life – friends, companions who accompany us and who have committed to be with us for always…

We remember them…for they are our SISTERS walking as pilgrims on the same path, heading towards healing...and fulfilling our DREAMS…We remember...and we will never forget...those whose bodies have nourished our souls…may they always be. e

I happily invite you today, to craft something special for that woman in your life; mother, sister, daughter, grandmother, aunt, grand-aunt, friend. Bring her to your heart and whisper the song of your spirit…that deep call within you that weaves through the stories of your lives together. Remember… her presence brings life, healing, and love that nurtures the garden within....

go gently...

(thanks to friends who shared their photos...)

Monday, January 11, 2010

Meditation Chimes

Be good to your Self...
Click on the chimes and enjoy...
Peace be with you always...

Friday, January 8, 2010

Hope in the Coming Year!

Every new year allows some space for us to take a deep breath and....
wow... welcome new beginnings!


I remember mom would always say when we were kids: Ok, I know
you did something wrong; but remember, we will begin again...I think that's
a great opportunity to correct whatever error you committed and
reconcile with differences. After all, there are no mistakes...only lessons to be learned!


If you notice I'm sharing with you pictures of Mandalas. I love mandalas. It helps in focusing, meditation and reflecting about Life. This coming year, wouldn't it be great for us to visualize more specifically what we love to do and what we think will make us express our true Self, what God wants us to Be. And that's for us to have life and make it the fullest life ever!



Thank you all for a wonderful blogging life last year! You are all blessings to this blog!
Go gently through the year...

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

The Feast of Christmas Prayer

This beautiful prayer reminds us what Christmas is all about. A Child is born, but He is no ordinary child; He is the Lord of all, Jesus Christ, Whose kingdom will have no end. And we, if we follow Him and grow in holiness, will live in that kingdom eternally.

We pray this prayer after arriving home from Midnight Mass, or on Christmas morning, before opening presents. You can also pray it as part of your table grace before Christmas dinner. And, of course, any prayer for Christmas can be prayed every day up through the Feast of Epiphany (January 6). There is no need even to change the words "this day": The celebration of the feast continues through the Twelve Days of Christmas, as if it were a single day.

Prayer for the Feast of Christmas

Ant. A light shall shine upon us this day: for our Lord is born to us; and He shall be called Wonderful, God, the Prince of peace, the Father of the world to come, of Whose kingdom there shall be no end.

V. A child is born to us.

R. And to us a Son is given.

Let us pray.

Grant, we call on you, O Lord our God, that we who rejoice in celebrating the birthday of our Lord Jesus Christ may deserve by holiness of life to attain unto fellowship with Him. Who lives and reigns forever and ever. Amen.


May we all have a Joyous Christmas and a Peaceful Year ahead!

Monday, December 14, 2009

"Simbang Gabi"

I should apologize for having gone away a long while...things have been too tough for me at work... i had to meet a lot of "delivery dates" (this is what i call "deadlines")and what a great move i did! i've written 5 articles in 2 weeks and words just flooded my brain. i got so overwhelmed , it was just too much, and gently...i had to take care of my Self...spent time in blissful solitude...allowing peace and tranquility to set in, until...now...




Tonight begins a wonderful Christmas tradition in the Philippines! It's called "Simbang Gabi". It literally translates 'Night Mass'. This traces itself to 400 years of Spanish colonization in the Phil. when Christianity found a home in these islands. It was originally the Catholic Holy Mass celebrated at dawn, around 3 or 4am when farmers would be rising early to celebrate the Eucharist first before working in the fields. Today, it is still celebrated at dawn in some churches, but some have introduced changes in time, and hence, the anticipated masses on the night before. It runs for nine days, and so, it is sometimes called the Christmas Novena Masses. It ends on the eve of Dec 25, that's 12 midnight of Dec. 24...


i remember when i was a little girl, i loved "simbang gabi" (oh don't ever think i was that pious little Catholic bred girl who would love praying for hours and hours!). what i really loved then (and until now...) were the goodies sold outside the church! there were all kinds of sweet stuff that satisfied my sweet tooth and craving tummy...there was "Bibingka", a kind of rice cake cooked in an improvised oven made of a shallow clay pan filled with burning charcoal, the cake batter in the middle and hot coals on top of the batter (i hope you can imagine the idea of the batter being "baked" with both sources of heat on top and at the bottom. if not, below is a photo of a woman cooking bibingka) that's how ingenious Filipinos can be-our very own "bibingka oven". Another winner is "Puto Bumbong" that is glutinous rice with purple yams, cooked by steaming an improvised steaming set-up of tins, bamboo and charcoal. both bibingka and puto bumbong go well with fresh grated coconut! They can be very starchy though, so, sugar level will surely rise!



This is how "bibingka" is "baked"...(it is typical to sell bibingka also in front of houses especially during "simbang gabi" hours, and throughout the Christmas season, catering to customers who walk to church.) Now, here's a photo of "bibingka" which can also be enriched with white cottage cheese, butter and slices of salted eggs (watch that cholesterol!). See that "snow" on top? That's the grated fresh coconut...


It's the third week of Advent...we anticipate Christ's coming...we continue to hope!
(I'll share more traditions next blog...see you all!)

go gently through life...